so I'm home...!!!!!! and as always there's a song for my mood right
now...(even though its about america i find it kind of appropriate for
my home too...)...
and
so my time in Canada is over for this year!! and I already miss it. It
is quite confronting to have your heart torn in two between two
countries... it's like I live between two worlds... one my home country
and the other the home country of my dear Benjamin.. in both I have
family & friends who are dear to me... and yet these worlds will
always exist side-by-side and never combined together.... but big sigh, I
should stop feeling sorry for myself as I'm sure there are much worse
problems in the world. and plus I'll be going back next year
September... which doesn't actually solve any problems since then I'll
be saying goodbye to Australia for at least A WHOLE YEAR!!! sniff
sniff..... ok, that's really enough. Another way to look at it is that
unlike millions around the globe who suffer in their homelands, I have
not one but TWO amazing countries where I can call home and can live in
freedom and prosperity and comfort with loved ones nearby. God's
blessings are rich indeed!!